|  went out of town friday night was supposed to leave saturday morning but friends mom said she'd ignore my dads calls so he'd think we stayed at their house friday night and oh no she answers his call the next morning "oh they left last night"--thanks alot woman = parents flipped a shit..like none other. yelling.took my car. this is so bad. not eating. i purged whatever was left that i did eat today. seriously..can't live like this. like we drove at night..get over it. ughh |
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| i've eaten a bagel
and currently am eating a 100cal pack but i've had three pieces i might just put it back in the kitchen
plan: eat nothing else for the rest of the day
stay strong
xo
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| seems to be falling apart.
lost my guy..and we were doing REALLY good. until last week he told me he really likes this other girl he started talking to again-awesome? not.
lost a friend, cutest little boy in the world, passed away.
school is so not fun- whoever said senior year is fun is srsly disturbed.
mom&sister love making fun of me these days.
mom is making me pay for my own phone after telling me she would-cool.
and so much more i just can't deal with
also i'm freaking fat and have lots all my control.
tomorrow i WILL be better, i WILL make the change. it's a must.
wish me luck. i know i never post but i always read my email updates from everyone elses posts.
xo
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| i feel like i'm always writing posts that say i'll try again tomorrow..
well i actually am going to try again tomorrow. and this time i refuse to fail. i must post everyday and stick to liquids as much as i can. let's make this last. i need to be skinny by august first. so forreals i'm going for it.
wish me luckk! i'm gonna need all the support i can get.
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| started a fast at 4.
let's make it last.
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